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For the Prophet
Big dreams with a smallness theme
Created on 2009-05-19 00:19:42 (#20182868), last updated 2009-12-26
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| Name: | for_the_prophet |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 01-27 |
| Location: | United States |

This is where I starve myself to death.
I am not pro-ana. You know why? Because I can spell better than that :p
Seriously though, I'm not trying to be "skinny" or "glamorous" and I have NEVER thought Nicole Richie looks good. This has always been about a)the feeling of smallness, which has little to do with aesthetic concerns and much more to do with feeling safe and accepted and cared about, and b)a suicide method that is guaranteed to work.
I am NOT a "successful" anorexic. I'm a Type II bulimic >.< I used to restrict in high school, but then I recovered and now I don't have that kind of willpower anymore. So now I binge and have to overexercise to make up for it.
My life is a lot more interesting than it seems on here. I have a non-ED journal on which I write all the exciting stuff. If you're interested in mathematics, neuroscience, BDSM, asceticism, academia, dysthymia, New England, computer science, and/or lifestyles different from your own and you want to read it, let me know and I'll tell you where to find it.
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